Tuesday, July 20, 2004

i got into an accident at 12 tongiht


i fell asleep at the weel and drove into a mailbox through a fence and off a tree. the tree flipped the car over and sent it back a few feet.... all i could remember was waking up with the airbag in my face and seeing pavement about 3 inches from the top of my head... i turned the car off, took out the key and attempted to get out... the doors were stuck shut so i had to break through the glass at the end of the car at the trunck.... i totaled my dads car... i fucking totaled it.. im so fucked... hes so fucked is more the reality of it.. its not like he has the money to get a new truck or car.... i seriously fucked up my life.. my lisence is still with the cop.. i dont know what he did with it. im paying for everything... i dont know how i can do that.. but i have to.. i dont have anything to my name... i so fucking stressing out right now....
i couldnt remember the crash at all.. i cant even remember ten minuites before it... i remember calling my dad then the airbag.. the girls behiend me told me ehat happened... i could easily of dies.. the ground was close.. if my head just swung a little.. or.. i could of died... this is makeing me sick.. i feel like fucking hell.. i didnt get cut up or anything....



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Nezt morning....

still feel like hell... my entire body feels like its about to quit but whatever... i think the worst part is listening to my granmother... shes living with us and well shes 90 and listening to her stories X_x somone kill meh...........

heh well at least im alive... i came 3 inches away from a certain death ^^ fun fun