I seem to go through phases with this site, for me it just seems like a lot, some times, to maintain. its just a matter of keeping up the community, there are far too many amazing artists on this site and to be frank i just dont have the time to go through all of it. However i will say that the few i watch these days have amazing work, and to just name two. if i fall behiend on keeping up with your work, however my job takes a lot lot of time away from me and i apologize...



with that said i must admit, ive changed far too much in the past few years, ive become very political, involved in human rights, disgusted with peoples lack of care with the world outside the comfort of their homes, ive grown to love untouched nature. ehh most people call me a hippie these days because of the dreads, but im more of a hippie who despises mankind... im also going back and forth between vegan and vegieterian and have been for... well a few years now, i think 4 or so.. i dont know




ps, ive updated 90% of my works, re-sized, re-worked off of origional prints... ect. its all been cleaned up, much thanks to you advice

all the people listed below are my friends on this site and the people who i think have some amazing work.. ill be adding more to the list when im not going to pass out... html is a pain in the ass....




next time they should put... html dose not work.... fuck me...



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:: my friends ::

life is good

so lets see for one ive got a gf... yea hell froze over and im actually like with somone.. amazing right.. ive been seeing her for a litle over heh i guess its been 7 month now.. yeah.... shes beautiful, creative, and much more then i ever expected... y the hell she likes me is beyond my imagination...

prom went off.. it was a lot of fun.. after prom down in seaside.. :shakes head:: good times...


im out surfing basicly everyday.. just out today.. nice 6 foiot waves wich are fun to kick around on.. pictures of that soon i hope

im out taking photos basicly everyday.. im haveing a lot of fun just going out and shooting.. for june im making myself take 50-0 photos a week.. i dont know why, but im making myself do it.. who knows what ill get out of it... advantages of digital really..

and i still cant draw to save my life, but what are you going to do?.. at least i try... but for now im off....

heh im getting wayyyyyyyy the fuck ahead of myself, but this isnt somthing im goin gto leave to last minuite.. so i figured id get close ot a year ahead of myself....


IM HUNTING DOWN A 1800'S TUX... IF ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO FIND ONE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CONTACT ME...

yeah.. thats basicly what one thing i want to do is... hopfully somthing like out of sleepy hallow, the tim burton film.... but yeah... i dont know.. i just want somthing black... and white... and black.. and black.. and well from the 1800s

i know im a wierd kid but what the fuck right.. senior prom is a once in a lifetime thing...

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

i got into an accident at 12 tongiht


i fell asleep at the weel and drove into a mailbox through a fence and off a tree. the tree flipped the car over and sent it back a few feet.... all i could remember was waking up with the airbag in my face and seeing pavement about 3 inches from the top of my head... i turned the car off, took out the key and attempted to get out... the doors were stuck shut so i had to break through the glass at the end of the car at the trunck.... i totaled my dads car... i fucking totaled it.. im so fucked... hes so fucked is more the reality of it.. its not like he has the money to get a new truck or car.... i seriously fucked up my life.. my lisence is still with the cop.. i dont know what he did with it. im paying for everything... i dont know how i can do that.. but i have to.. i dont have anything to my name... i so fucking stressing out right now....
i couldnt remember the crash at all.. i cant even remember ten minuites before it... i remember calling my dad then the airbag.. the girls behiend me told me ehat happened... i could easily of dies.. the ground was close.. if my head just swung a little.. or.. i could of died... this is makeing me sick.. i feel like fucking hell.. i didnt get cut up or anything....



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Nezt morning....

still feel like hell... my entire body feels like its about to quit but whatever... i think the worst part is listening to my granmother... shes living with us and well shes 90 and listening to her stories X_x somone kill meh...........

heh well at least im alive... i came 3 inches away from a certain death ^^ fun fun